Privatize

I will be privatize my blog soon.

Although dah lama pikir nk privatize blog nih, tapi memikirkan my brother and sister yg nun jauh 3000 batu di Malaysia not that expert pasal2 internet nih..nanti kesian lak kat dorang, mesti heran nape nk email sgala..tapi today..zuuuupppppp…that it!! I made the decision..

Orang mesti tanya kan kenapa..I dun have an exact reason why actually tapi mesti lebih kurang ada sebabnya kan. kalau korang perasan banyak kali jugak dlm entry CP tulis rasa nak privatize, rasa nk privatize kan...I know my blog don’t have fancy stuffs that I bought or have..I am rarely talked about it…rather keep it to myself and close friends. Kite tak tau maybe ada org2 tertentu yg tak suka kan..

Or educated ilmiah things..makcik tak pandai nk bagi ceramah ugama..nk terangkan pun tak pandai..or talking about being scientist..(sebab tak scientist mana pun)..baru nk jatuh cinta ngan gut hormones jer ni pun..lagipun kalau nk tulis bab2 pelajaran kat blog, baik makcik tulis chapter utk my thesis terus..so to me, blog is just to share my life here and what I have experienced duduk kat negara orang nih..yg of course berbeza ngan duk mesia or negara lain la kan…

Or personal feeling2..org2 tertentu paham la makcik merapu meraban..susah kalau hamburkan semua dlm ni..kite tak tau sapa yg baca..and they might picked up things and make up to us..and today I have read something that I don’t feel ease about it..I know (he/she) is my reader..although (he/she) did not mention my name, but I think I am better careful…jangan biar CP mengamuk..buruk padahnya (kata kura-kura kepada arnab..hehehe…)..

kalau tak suka the way I am..the way I am presented myself..or menyampah ngan makcik..or jeles (haha..ada ker?) tak yah la baca..makcik tak suruh pun baca..hehehe…tak luak pun hidup korang kalau tak baca..ngehngehngeh…keylah, maybe next week blog ni akan di privatize kan..so….

Please email me your name and email address if you are still interest to read it.. my email is noliey79@yahoo.com . at least buleh kawan2 kan and berkenalan kan :)

5 December 2009

5 December...tarikh yg senantiasa diingati sepanjang tahun oleh CP..hahaha..of course la kan..dah dilahirkan ari nih…Thanks for the million wishes sama ada through facebook or texts.

Tahun ni nyer besday, ada org wat surprise a.k.a romantic kek..hehehe..ok, orangnya pompuan yer..bukan lelaki..orangnya adalah Cheah..kul 12 am, kami masih di lab masing2..dia di floor 8, me at 6th. So, tepat kul 12 am, dia call me and asked me to open the door..bukak2 pintu, kek dihulurkan..waaaa..terharu…thanks Cheah :)

Ok, this year..celebrationnya agak lain skit dr biasa..and lagi ramai anggotanya..bukan apa..bosan gak asyik makan je keje kan..kalau before this, hanya Du Cane girls je ahli2nya..skrg ni dah ada geng yg agak ramai..

But before the celebration, CP ada leaving tea for Samar tghari tu..one of my labmates..dia dah abih labworks and tgh writing..dorang ni usually celebrated ngan gi pub, minum2 tapi since Samar is muslim and we memang tak gi pub, so sambutan pun agak berlainan sikit..kami buat leaving tea di Montague Hotel di Russell Square..

Samar...

It is quite nice actually..so mostly yg datang adalah yg rapat ngan Samar..sepatutnya 22 org tapi turned up 15 org. hall yg kami dapat sgt lawa..very the English style..ingatkan CP je jakun, kena2nye mereka pun terpegun..hauhauhau..

Ganas kan fan dia..hehehe...

So, we were served desert2 yg sgt2 sedap..ngan sandwiches..and also tea la kan..nama dh leaving tea..mcm2 maaaa tea nyer..

Kaisuke, one of my labmates (dia ni neurologist, datang sini training for one year), brought his son and wife…lawa gile wife dia..macam maharani jepun je..kehkehkeh..terpegun makcik..elegant..classy, apa lagih..sebab Kaisuke ni sempoi je, tak sangka lak wife dia sgt classy..ngehngehngeh.. okeh..bukan diskriminasi lelaki yer..hahaha...but serious lawa..

Best..best..suka..suka..

All of us

Pastu mkcik balik ngan kelam kabut sebab dinner janji ngan dorang kul 5..kul 4 br terhegeh2 nk bertolak.pastu nk balik umah dulu amek barang..Cik Mala & Cik Mimah, the organizer this time ngn tema oren. Everyone in orange color except few peoples including me. I don’t have orange baju pastu sebab balik dr leaving tea, lagipun agak susah nk cari baju wana oren winter2 nih..hehehe…byk pulak alasan. kami makan di Restaurant Mahdi, it is a Persian restaurant..nice restaurant tp sebab CP dh agak kenyang so makan tak byk..

Dinner CP and Adah..

Dum..dam..dum..dam..kami gi menonton pantomime..haaa..ni la lainnya..kalau biasa, asyik makan je..kali ni ada la aktiviti sikit..tajuk dia..Jack and the Beanstalk..best..best..mula2 ingat utk kanak2 je tapi semua golongan ada..kiranya jack zaman moden la..ngan lagu beyonce nye, ngan Jedward nyer..lawak lak tu..best..best..

I am enjoyed every second of it..Thanks everyone for coming and shared my birthday :) without you all, my life in London won't be this cheerful and happy..

30 years of glory?

Alhamdulilah, 5 Dec 2009 genap umur CP 30 tahun!!! nothing to be ashamed of to admit that I am going to start a new era..hauhauhau..It is just the same, I think..hati CP tetap rasa muda..same je hati nih..bahkan I am so grateful for what I am and I have now...Dunno what will happen in the future..itu semua kuasa ALLAH tapi apa yg ada stakat ni, CP terima ngan hati yg terbuka...CP percaya sgala yg berlaku itu ada hikmahnya..walaupun kekadang setiap yg tidak kite suke itu berlaku, kite regret, marah and tertanya2 what behind this tapi insya allah, ALLAH knows what the best of us :)


Alhamdulilah, CP sangat bersyukur dikurniakan Ibu bapa dan keluarga yg menyayangi CP. Cp tau mereka sangat menyayangi diri CP...sanggup bersusah payah dalam apa jua situasi terutama ibu dan bapa CP yg sanggup berkorban apa sahaja utk diri ini..I know that setiap parent mcm tu but this is what I feel about my parents. setiap kali CP dilanda kesusahan, mereka sangat amek berat or susah hati although kekadang menda itu kecik jer..and kekadang rasa rimas gak kalau orang terlalu amek berat about me...being single, I know sometimes I am too independant...doing everything on my own..so kekadang tu susah jugak kalau ada orang sekat kan..my father, everytimes I got exam, dia akan semayang malam berpuluh2 rakaat just utk anak dia sorang nih..dgn penuh keikhlasan..now..he is 74..sudah bertongkat..tanda2 alzheimer sudah mula menunjukkan tanda2nya..tidak berdaya disebabkan vetebra slipdisk..dia slalu ckp skrg dia dah tak mampu buat camtu lagi..I have to do it on my own..it is so sad to hear it..not because dia tak mampu buat..tapi memikirkan ayahku dah tua...sedih melihatkan keadaannya..ayahku yg satu ketika dulu sgt sihat and bertenaga sudah tidak seperti dulu lagi..(air mata dah jatuh)..with just two of them at home (him and my mom)..I know my siblings always there to help them but I am the only one away...I know what I have done for my parents is not enough..dilahirkan ms dorang dh berumur, then duduk jauh dr mereka sejak umur belas2 tahun lagi and now being away from them..I am too fragile to accept any unwanted circumstances..I just really hope they are just fine until I am finish my PhD..Amiinn..I really want to contribute something for them...jaga mereka while I still have the opportunities (sedihhhh....)


my families..my brothers, sisters, nieces and nephews specifically...never stop loving me..treat me like their daugther..my Yana..thanks a lot for always being with me..love y'all..


my friends..who always with me all the way to what I am right now..although people comes and goes in our life but there are a few that always be with us no matter how hard life is...Thank god for this..to be honest, I am happy with my life know..thinking what I have been through and segala rezki, rahmat dan kekuatan yang ALLAH beri..terima ngan hati terbuka dan redha..of course ada jugak regret utk sesetengah benda tapi hei..this is life...takde yg totally smooth..I am always put in my heart..don't put in 100% hope..kalau terlalu berharap, kite akan kecewa..and setiap kali menda yg berlaku either baik or buruk..always think of hikmah disebaliknya..


skrg..being 3000 miles away from families..CP tak nak amek pusing menda2 tak berpaedah..jangan sensitif sgt..just let it be..jgn pikir sgt menda2 negative..jgn campur hal orang sgt..org citer kite kena but simpan..buat hal sendiri..usaha sedaya yg buleh..to the max..and it works..I am more happy now :)


For mr. right person, we leave that to ALLAH. Andai ALLAH kata ye, kite terima..kalau tak, insya allah ada lah tu hikmahnya..tapi yg penting kita usaha...

yeah...so Alhamdulilah, at 30 years old..I am an independant but yet happy girl..surround with people who loves me..have the opportunity to be abroad..tanpa keluarga..kawan2 dan kekuatan yg ALLAH berikan, I don't think I can be like what I am today...syukur Alhamdulilah atas segalanya...

Kata-kata ari inih..

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Happy monday, everyone..

Besday Cik Adah..

Yer..semalam adalah hari lahir Adah yg ke 30.. 27..so sebagai meraikan besday adik saya inih..yg mana berkongsi bulan bintang ngan saya which is hanya awal 4 hari shj dr saya (saja suruh korang ingat tarikh besday makcik), kami sperti biasa merendek ke Westfield yang menurut Ryan One Republic.. is the massive shopping mall in Europe..in Europe..cuba hang gi Megamall Midvalley..pengsan agaknya dier tgk betapa besarnya..ok, dh terkeluar topik..

Disebabkan Adah tak suke Starbuck, kami ke Costa (tak dapek makcik minum frapuccino peveret makcik..suhu 2 celcius pun nk minum frapuccino :P)..We had lemon cake and chocolate cake...skali tu ada lah mamat pakai topi winter, yg muka ijau je baru cukur jambang..tolak stroller baby..berulang alik 2-3 kali (nk kusi cemana tah..:P)...pastu diikuti ngan 4-5 owang dibelakang dia..dah la lalu tepi kami kan..disempit2 iteww..makcik jeling la skali..apsal mamat nih tak reti2 lagi nk duduk...

gmbr tuan punya blog harusla ada kan...

so ditakdirkan dia duduk sebelah meja kami..kami seperti biasa..potpet..potpet tak penah abis2 membincang masalah dunia..tiap2 hari kami bincang masalah dunia..kihkihkih...skali..si Adah ni mula buat mata ala-ala terkeluar yg menyebabkan CP hampir nk terbangun dr kusi..hehehe..(jgn marah Adah)..aku dah risau..pesal budak ni..takkan sebab besday jadik ginih..

Cik Adah ini adalah fanatic Chelsea okeh tuan2 dah puan2 skalian..makcik tgk jugak..tapi biasalah..tak bersemangat waja sgt..besa2 jer..kalau GUCCI ker, CELINE ke, DIOR ke, COACH ke..bersemangat waja la...hehehe...terus dia menjerit tapi still under control..the reason? yang mana mamat berjambang ijau itteww adalah Deco pemain Chelsea..hehehe...makcik mana la nk kenal kalau duk depan mata kan...biasa comot2 kat padang je..berpeluh2...tapi hensem la pakcik nih..hehehe..hensem gaya omputih la..gaya serabai tapi macho gitteww..

nmpak tuh..2 beg GUCCI tersangkut kat stroller: Beg lampin and handbag..Handbag tu mau lebih £1000 *sigh*sigh*..beg lampin tu tak tau..korang rajin, bukak la website GUCCI..makcik tak tau bile lagi nk ada anak..malas nk carik :P

ni la owangnya kalau dr dekat...hehehe...

abih gaya Adah terpaksa berlakon..hehehe...sruh gi mintak permission amek gmbr taknak.. nasib la ko Deco, jadik background jer...hehehe...

sebab yesterday besday dia kan..so makcik layan je la..nk gi mintak amek gmbr ngan dia, takut..bodyguard saja 2 dah..beso lak tuh..mula2 kami tak confirm gak tapi kalau semua orang dh pandang2, mesti la betul kan....( ke owang pandang makcik yg anggun nih..kehkehkeh..lawak tak patut ) makcik suruh dia ckp ari ni besday dia..mesti dia ok, omputih ni kalau sebut besday, mesti dorang sporting and sanggup je tunaikan ajat kite. tapi takut jugak..kalau dia jenis baran, cemana kan? pastu ada baby lak kan..celebrity ni kan biasanya sgt concious pasal anak2 dorang..takut sgt orang nk jual gmbr anak dia..wife dia muka besa jer..(read: maksud tersirat, ada can makcik kawin ngan orang ensem)...

so makcik bagi can pada adah, amek pelbagai gaya ngan Deco jadi backgroundnya..hehehe..tu pun susahnya nk amek..sebab mamat nih cam tau je orang amek gmbr dia..duk tertunduk2..kejap cium anak dia la..senget2 la..awal2 orang tak amek gmbr tak wat lak gituh :P sib baik jugak la CP ni memang suka angkut IXUS makcik nih ke hulu hilir..hehehe...

setelah bersusah payah..berjaya la jugak amek seketul dua gmbr hehehe..westfield memang tmpt celebrity merendek..maybe jauh sikit dr ramai2 orang..dorang nk privacy kut..kalau gi harrods or oxford street kan manusia terlalu ramai..makcik pun rimas gi sitteww (adakah makcik jugak termasuk dlm golongan celebrity..heheheh)

silla perhatikan betul2 gmbr2 inih..hehehe..botol lampin susu anak dia pun pakai beg gucci..beg itam tersangkut kat stroller dia nih yg agaknya milik wife dia pun gucci..(takkan Deco pakai handbag lak, ye dak? mesti la wife dia..hehehe)

kesimpulannya: GUCCI & CHELSEA memang shati sejiwa..hehehehehe...awak minat bola, saya minat GUCCI..kehkhekeh..

Seperti biasa..selepas itteww mana buleh balik terus..haruslah merendek masuk ZARA dulu..WAREHOUSE..sgala butik2 yg ada di westfield tuhhh..lalu kami membeli glove girlie2 (yang sama, seperti biasa..hehehe)..skrg Uk dah masuk zone winter yer tuan2 dan puan2...makcik nak suede nyer..tak jumpa2 lagi yg berkenan...sobsobsob...

ni mak minney & mickey mouse..sampai ke kaunter amek gmbr..sib baik omputih sporting..hehehe...

Hope you have a nice besday and wonderful day with me yesterday...semoga ditunaikan segala hajat, berbahagia selalu, happy sokmo, success and cepat2 ehem..ehem..

CP pre besday's bash..

This is happen last week 21 Nov 2009...

We have a nice evening together2 celebrating my pre birthday..theme color was purple...hehehe..obviously because CP sangat sukakan purple..since Linda will go back to malaysia on 24th Nov so we managed to gather and played bowling as my pre birthday bash sebelum hari yg sebenar which is next week..me, as far as I knew memang kera sumbang bab2 bowling nih lagipun dah lama tak main but how suprised I am to find out that I am quite good at this sport..hahahaha...

1st campak bola dah strike!!!...how suprised I am..and even got 3 strike during the game..hikhikhik..apa2 pun guys, I have so much fun last saturday evening..


Thanks to Mimah and Linda for arranging this..and for all the girls and Charlie..:)

Aidiladha 2009 @ London

Salam semua..

Salam Aidil adha..nothing much happen this raya..jatuh pun hari jumaat..so CP bersama velacotters beramai2 semayang raya di HICOM, London then headed home after that..works..works..works..

Yap, Tun Mahathir and Tun Siti Hasmah were in London celebrating Aidiladha with us..next to her..not trying to get aura for have been the 1st lady - but trying to get aura for being such a successful and great lady...aminnn...

tapi malamnya..hehehe..I can't helped myself for this..since I have been waiting for ages for this so raya tetap raya tapi yg ni CP tetap gi..I have fun and enjoyed it so much....my friends at Velacott having big dinner with rendang, lontong and tradisional malaysian foods while me filling my heart and mind with this wonderful rythym..hahaha...whatever it is..I am enjoyed it so much :) tgk la kalau CP wat giler lagi...awal tahun depan, I will attending it again...muhahaha..sapa nk follow..

our seat were 11 row from the stage...awesome!!! best..best..

hehehe..muka makcik harusla ada kan..hikhikhik...